Simon Cowell, cried last night on the X Factor's 2012 season premiere and lawwwdy it was beyond amazing.
Cowell literally admitted to being emotional (twice!) IN FRONT OF THE CAMERA!
quoted & recorded saying,
“That's the only time in my life I’ve lost it,” before fanning himself to keep from crying.Yep, first time. Although, his reaction to Susan Boyle was pretty priceless too I must say.
Demi Lovato asked him backstage if he cried and he held up his hands mimicking "a little." Which I mean, if I was the person who made Simon Cowell cry after all this time... I would probably just quit trying at anything in life, throw my hands in the air and say, "I WIN AT LIFE!" Because I mean really, I don't know what else in life could top that. Got into med school, cool. I made Simon Cowell cry. No record deal, no bigs. I made Simon Cowell emotional.
SEE! It trumphs it all.
So, who is this mystery person that did the impossible?! Friends, meet the gorgeous and oh, so talented Jillian Jensen.
Her singing pretty much ripped me to shreds and mended it all back together at the same time. I don't want to share too many details because I don't want to take away from the expereince you'll have of her story yourself. Guys seriously, I was in hysterics over here. EVERY.SINGLE.TIME. I watch it I cry my eyes out... Every time. It is a little long, but the other shorter versions don't share her story, which just makes it seriously all the better. So, I really hope ya can find time to watch it. Or, at least hear her sing and FF to 11:10 when Simon breaks down!
Also, I haven't wanted someone's raspy voice so much since the first time I heard Sophia Bush talk.
PLUS, she's like me. She's a crier. I mean a rrrreeeaalll crier. Emotional, but when somethings is that meaningful to you there is no controlling what happens from your tear ducts to your lip movements and facial expressions... Like the no holding back, here comes the flood, don't even care how I look kind of crying.
I totally do this.
I mean not the hard core belting out singing part; I unfortunately can't carry a tune in a bucket. I mean the crying part. When I'm SUPER passionate about something is when it's the worst. Whatever kind of passionate that may be... I actually have proof documented by Kendra and a few other friends back from my marathon a few years ago.
So yeah... Totally all over the place today.
POINT IS: Check out Jillian. Check out last night's X Factor. Britney was a B as fabulous as ever, Demi was a doll and I want her style, and I still find Simon hotter than ever. LA Reid.. Well, he's the same.
She made Simon cry...
and she is good at crying too.